A/N: Hello, it's been a while since I posted a new chapter of You Took It All Away and I probably have no excuse since school is over, but work as been really exhausting me in the past couple of weeks. Plus, I had to rewrite a lot of parts of this chapter, and that's why it's been taking me so long. The next update should be up in a day or tow, I hope. Enjoy :)
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“I don’t understand,” I mumbled in confusion. “What are you trying to do?”
“What is there not to understand?” he questioned with a laugh. “Forget Varo, Victoria, the old me and try to think about yourself for the next couple of years. You weren’t supposed to be brought into this job, Jane,” Sebastian said with a frown. “I just want you to live your life without that past. Start fresh and forget what happened.”
“Forget what happened?” I snapped angrily in disbelief. “You want me to forget everything you, Clara and Varo have done to me and move on? Forget how you raped me over and over again even after I begged thousands of times that I wasn’t a prostitute to begin with? You want me to forget all the abuse Clara made me go through, the months of pure hell Varo put me though?"
I breathed in and out trying to regain composure. I just couldn't believe this. " You want me to forget, Sebastian? How the hell am I supposed to forget what every time I close my eyes I see those months flashing before my eyes as if they are still happening.” I looked away from his regret filled eyes, refusing to blink. I wouldn’t let him see me crying again. I was sick of feeling so weak next to him.
“Jane,” I heard him whisper, his hand shooting out towards mine.
“Don’t,” I shook my head, my voice shaky. I grabbed my hands from his reach, noticing how frozen they were. "You have no right to tell me to forget. You of all people, have no fucking right."
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A/N: Hey Everyone!
Sorry for the long wait, here's a small preview for the next chapter, which should be up really really soon ;)
Enjoy!
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“Jane.”
I snapped myself from my thoughts when I heard the familiar deep voice call me.
I shifted my focus from my lap that had the book opened up to a random page and turned to face Sebastian who was standing directly in front of me.
There was a frown plastered on his face and confusion laced behind his blue eyes that still intimidated the hell out me.
“Yes,” I nodded curtly, indicating that I was listening.
“I am going out for a while, but I’ll be back before dinner,” he announced, surprising me the sudden declaration. “Here,” he struck his hand out and passed me a booklet. “Look through it until I come back.”
Without another word, he left, closing the door quietly after him.
My mouth hung up in response.
He did not just let me know he was leaving did he?
Yes he did.
I gulped down my saliva and looked down at what he had given me.
My eyes widened, as I read the phrase over and over again.
This had got be a joke.
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Sorry for the long wait, here's a small preview for the next chapter, which should be up really really soon ;)
Enjoy!
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“Jane.”
I snapped myself from my thoughts when I heard the familiar deep voice call me.
I shifted my focus from my lap that had the book opened up to a random page and turned to face Sebastian who was standing directly in front of me.
There was a frown plastered on his face and confusion laced behind his blue eyes that still intimidated the hell out me.
“Yes,” I nodded curtly, indicating that I was listening.
“I am going out for a while, but I’ll be back before dinner,” he announced, surprising me the sudden declaration. “Here,” he struck his hand out and passed me a booklet. “Look through it until I come back.”
Without another word, he left, closing the door quietly after him.
My mouth hung up in response.
He did not just let me know he was leaving did he?
Yes he did.
I gulped down my saliva and looked down at what he had given me.
My eyes widened, as I read the phrase over and over again.
This had got be a joke.
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So it's been a while since I've last updated, I know. School has taken over my life and writer's block is something that has been going on for a while now, especially for this story. However, I am finally starting to see the light somewhere in the darkness of my mind. Anyway, before I go on rambling about the irrelevance of my bad case of writer's block, I am going to finally post a teaser for chapter 18. I'm sorry for such a slow update.
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I will update, I promise. but if I don't in the next couple of days, I'll be sure to post another teaser as compensation ;)
Have a good weekend everyone!
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“I’m going to introduce you to people here,” he informed me. “Smile, say hi, and stay quiet.”
I nodded, although I couldn’t possibly think of what else I could say to them anyway. I mean, I didn’t know anyone here and none of these people looked welcoming…at all. It all seemed strange, the way they carried themselves; their cold smiles, non-existent contacts, it was as if they were untouchable.
He started walking towards a middle-aged couple with what I thought was a nervous look. His eyes were cool as ice but I could see his cheek muscles moving in and out. He looked determined but his face looked more anxious than ever.
As we were nearing closer, the couple turned towards our direction and immediately I recognized the man to his father. I shot him a confused look but he didn’t glance back at me. “Why are we walking towards your father? Doesn’t he know me already?” I asked. And who was that woman standing next to him? "Why are we meeting your father again?" I asked again looking consciously at myself.
“Smile, say hi, and be quiet,” he repeated again.
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I will update, I promise. but if I don't in the next couple of days, I'll be sure to post another teaser as compensation ;)
Have a good weekend everyone!
It's been that long, huh? This year seemed to have passed by so quickly, I barely got to take it in and it was gone. I have so many things I want to accomplish for the 2012 year, like finishing my 3 stories that I've been working on, losing weight, becoming a more patient person, etc. But most of all I want to have a better year. I want to live this year with passion. I want to fall in love, meet amazing people and make new experiences. I want to wish all of you who read this blog or stumbled upon it randomly a Happy New Year. I hope that you all have your own New Year resolutions and that you'd accomplish them. Have a happy, sweet and un unforgettable fantastic New Year! :)
~~DullyBeautiful~~
A/N: Hey guys,
I am back...well at least I hope so. This isn't much but hopefully it will keep you interested ;)
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For a moment I knew exactly he found out. I could read his eyes. There was a knowing expression on his face, one with full of remorse that he showed me in the morning. He knew. He knew everything.
Everything.
I didn’t have to ask, it was all written there, behind his stupidly drunk expression, everything was laid out for me.
All I could think of was how. How he found out? How I was still here and not back where I came from. Something was missing here. I was too afraid to ask, afraid to let out one word of my mouth.
The silence grew thicker and I felt the same dizziness I felt hours ago. He was making me sick; his presence was driving me insane.
“I don’t know what to do with you.”
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A/N: Hey guys, sorry for being late. I had a quite busy week. I'm working on chapter 16 right now, so that's the best I have so far. Sorry it's so short. Enjoy ;)
“Since when did you care whether I was bored or not?”
“Since now.”
“What if I don’t want to go to the park?” she asked challengingly.
“Then I’d drag you out of here by force.”
I heard her snort before she shook her head. “What’s the point of asking if you weren’t going to listen to me anyway?”
“I wanted to inform you so that you wouldn’t get confused.”
She stood up.
“I’m going to wash up, we can go then.”
Mission accomplished.
I hid a smile.
“You have 15 minutes.”
TBC
A/N: I am almost 100% sure you won't guess why he just did that ;)
A/N: Hey guys, I told you I'd have a teaser by the end of this week, and here it is! ;) the chapter is almost done, so wait a little more. Summer is a great time to pick up your writing. I managed to catch up by just a couple of hours! :)
I found myself sitting down next to him and staring at my rapist as if he was someone else. What I couldn’t come to understand was how he looked so innocent when sleeping and a monster when he was awake. I couldn’t understand why my hatred towards him started to disappear as the seconds continued to pass and as his innocence became almost the only thing I could notice about him. I had a good advantage. I could have killed him right there and escape while never looking back. I could have injured him enough to get out of here and start a new life. I could have left right that moment and he’d never find me. Why though? Why didn’t do it? More importantly, what was stopping me from doing it?
“Why have you become like this?” I asked loudly. “Why can’t I even hurt you and leave? Why, damn it? Angrily, I turned away from him and got up, only to be pulled back to the bed by his warm hand.
TBC
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