Teaser: Chapter 21 of YTIAA

A/N: Hello, it's been a while since I posted a new chapter of You Took It All Away and I probably have no excuse since school is over, but work as been really exhausting me in the past couple of weeks. Plus, I had to rewrite a lot of parts of this chapter, and that's why it's been taking me so long. The next update should be up in a day or tow, I hope. Enjoy :)

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“I don’t understand,” I mumbled in confusion. “What are you trying to do?”

“What is there not to understand?” he questioned with a laugh. “Forget Varo, Victoria, the old me and try to think about yourself for the next couple of years. You weren’t supposed to be brought into this job, Jane,” Sebastian said with a frown. “I just want you to live your life without that past. Start fresh and forget what happened.”

“Forget what happened?” I snapped angrily in disbelief. “You want me to forget everything you, Clara and Varo have done to me and move on? Forget how you raped me over and over again even after I begged thousands of times that I wasn’t a prostitute to begin with? You want me to forget all the abuse Clara made me go through, the months of pure hell Varo put me though?"

I breathed in and out trying to regain composure. I just couldn't believe this. " You want me to forget, Sebastian? How the hell am I supposed to forget what every time I close my eyes I see those months flashing before my eyes as if they are still happening.” I looked away from his regret filled eyes, refusing to blink. I wouldn’t let him see me crying again. I was sick of feeling so weak next to him.

“Jane,” I heard him whisper, his hand shooting out towards mine.

“Don’t,” I shook my head, my voice shaky. I grabbed my hands from his reach, noticing how frozen they were. "You have no right to tell me to forget. You of all people, have no fucking right."  
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You Took It All Away- Chapter 20 Teaser

A/N: Hey Everyone!
Sorry for the long wait, here's a small preview for the next chapter, which should be up really really soon ;)
Enjoy! 

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“Jane.”


I snapped myself from my thoughts when I heard the familiar deep voice call me.

I shifted my focus from my lap that had the book opened up to a random page and turned to face Sebastian who was standing directly in front of me.

There was a frown plastered on his face and confusion laced behind his blue eyes that still intimidated the hell out me.

“Yes,” I nodded curtly, indicating that I was listening.

“I am going out for a while, but I’ll be back before dinner,” he announced, surprising me the sudden declaration. “Here,” he struck his hand out and passed me a booklet. “Look through it until I come back.”

Without another word, he left, closing the door quietly after him.

My mouth hung up in response.

He did not just let me know he was leaving did he?

Yes he did.

I gulped down my saliva and looked down at what he had given me.

My eyes widened, as I read the phrase over and over again.

This had got be a joke.

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Chapter 17: Teaser

A/N: Hey guys, 

I am back...well at least I hope so. This isn't much but hopefully it will keep you interested ;)

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For a moment I knew exactly he found out. I could read his eyes. There was a knowing expression on his face, one with full of remorse that he showed me in the morning. He knew. He knew everything.

Everything.

I didn’t have to ask, it was all written there, behind his stupidly drunk expression, everything was laid out for me.

All I could think of was how. How he found out? How I was still here and not back where I came from. Something was missing here. I was too afraid to ask, afraid to let out one word of my mouth.

The silence grew thicker and I felt the same dizziness I felt hours ago. He was making me sick; his presence was driving me insane.

“I don’t know what to do with you.” 

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You Took It All Away- Teaser: Chapter 15

A/N: Hey guys, I told you I'd have a teaser by the end of this week, and here it is! ;) the chapter is almost done, so wait a little more. Summer is a great time to pick up your writing. I managed to catch up by just a couple of hours! :)

I found myself sitting down next to him and staring at my rapist as if he was someone else. What I couldn’t come to understand was how he looked so innocent when sleeping and a monster when he was awake. I couldn’t understand why my hatred towards him started to disappear as the seconds continued to pass and as his innocence became almost the only thing I could notice about him. I had a good advantage. I could have killed him right there and escape while never looking back. I could have injured him enough to get out of here and start a new life. I could have left right that moment and he’d never find me. Why though? Why didn’t do it? More importantly, what was stopping me from doing it?

“Why have you become like this?” I asked loudly. “Why can’t I even hurt you and leave? Why, damn it? Angrily, I turned away from him and got up, only to be pulled back to the bed by his warm hand.

TBC

You Took It All Away- Teaser: Chapter 13

“Why am I here?” I heard her ask again, her soft whisper snapping my train of thought.

I don’t know was what I wanted to answer. If she’d hear that, then it would no doubt be the end of me. If she’d know my thoughts, I would be taken advantage of just like last time. It would happen all over again, exactly like the déjà-vu feeling I had when I saw her surrounded in her own pool of blood. I shook my head, eliminating that image from my brain. I cleared my throat and looked at once dull but now broken grey eyes that started at me in hidden defiance.

“To eat,” I responded, my voice collected, exactly what I was aiming for.

“Why did you bring me here?” she asked, ignorant to my answer.

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A/N: I know I was supposed to update ages ago, but I've been caught up with too much work. Chapter 13 is currently in progress, I pomise! :)

The Lies That Bind- Teaser: Chapter 1

As the kettle slowly boiled, she felt her father’s presence coming from behind her. She turned around to greet him but the look on his face made her stop dead in her tracks and release a gasp of fear. He was livid, she knew that much. ‘If looks could kill’ passed through her mind, the phrase never sounding so real than that exact moment.

She heard him scream in obvious anger, as he swiftly walked towards her pitiful form. He slapped her hard across the face, causing her to flinch in pain.

“You stupid bitcth! How could you? How fucking could you?”

She stood, silently taking it all in as he kept attacking her with words and hits. She was too shocked to move, but at the same time she couldn’t shake off the feeling of guilt building inside her heart.  It had been her fault all along, after all. She was to blame, she deserved every single treatment.

She closed her eyes in pain and let herself tune out his voice.
She deserved it, she kept telling herself.

You Took It All Away- Teaser: Chapter 12

I know I haven't been updating for a long time, but I am back now and almost ready to update chapter 12 of YTIAA. For now as it is being edited, here's a little taste of what is coming. ;)

There were bags under his eyes. His hair was all over the place, as if he went through it more than a hundred times. He looked older -older than what I thought he was- unshaven and tired.

I didn’t feel sorry for him.
My mother had often told me that I was too naïve and good-hearted. She said there wasn’t an ounce of evilness in my soul. She called me pure. She thought I was her angel.

Right now I was so far from pure that I’d never even be able to come close to it. I hoped that he felt worse; I wished the worst for him. My heart turned so black but I didn’t take anything back. He made me feel that way. And it was never going to be fixed; I wanted to let him know that.

I was eating breakfast on the third day when his door opened. I guessed he thought that I was asleep because he looked surprised to see me on the kitchen table eating my French toast.