Teaser: Chapter 21 of YTIAA

A/N: Hello, it's been a while since I posted a new chapter of You Took It All Away and I probably have no excuse since school is over, but work as been really exhausting me in the past couple of weeks. Plus, I had to rewrite a lot of parts of this chapter, and that's why it's been taking me so long. The next update should be up in a day or tow, I hope. Enjoy :)

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“I don’t understand,” I mumbled in confusion. “What are you trying to do?”

“What is there not to understand?” he questioned with a laugh. “Forget Varo, Victoria, the old me and try to think about yourself for the next couple of years. You weren’t supposed to be brought into this job, Jane,” Sebastian said with a frown. “I just want you to live your life without that past. Start fresh and forget what happened.”

“Forget what happened?” I snapped angrily in disbelief. “You want me to forget everything you, Clara and Varo have done to me and move on? Forget how you raped me over and over again even after I begged thousands of times that I wasn’t a prostitute to begin with? You want me to forget all the abuse Clara made me go through, the months of pure hell Varo put me though?"

I breathed in and out trying to regain composure. I just couldn't believe this. " You want me to forget, Sebastian? How the hell am I supposed to forget what every time I close my eyes I see those months flashing before my eyes as if they are still happening.” I looked away from his regret filled eyes, refusing to blink. I wouldn’t let him see me crying again. I was sick of feeling so weak next to him.

“Jane,” I heard him whisper, his hand shooting out towards mine.

“Don’t,” I shook my head, my voice shaky. I grabbed my hands from his reach, noticing how frozen they were. "You have no right to tell me to forget. You of all people, have no fucking right."  
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